I think thoughts I really don't want to think
I don't know why, but they just enter my head
I don't want to think them
They make me feel guilty
But I think them, I feel them.
These thoughts, they invade my mind
and I can't get rid of them
They ruin my day
They ruin my sense of self
Am I a bad person?
These desires scare me
I don't know how to deal with them
But I'm too afraid to reach out
in fear of rejection