I think thoughts I really don't want to think 
I don't know why, but they just enter my head 
I don't want to think them 
 
They make me feel guilty 
But I think them, I feel them. 
These thoughts, they invade my mind 
and I can't get rid of them 
  
 
They ruin my day 
They ruin my sense of self 
Am I a bad person? 
These desires scare me 
I don't know how to deal with them 
But I'm too afraid to reach out 
in fear of rejection